Forgiveness has always been a part of my attitude. But, somehow, you became so special, that I choose not to make you realize that you are, were and always will be forgiven."
Love
“What is Love?”
The question itself is so beautiful!
Full of emotion, thoughts and feelings
Yet unanswerable,
But not because I am doubtful! (more…)
Intellections
A rhythm coming straight from my mind
passes through my heart, deep inside!
A bitterness of plethora poisoning my spine!
Yet, m able to withstand…
Guess it proves I am a impregnable vine! (more…)
Exploring the emptiness
Finally I started out!
With a little chortle.
Deep inside my mind though
There is a huge hurdle…
Knowing it isn easy to pass
through the barrier of loneliness…
Pulling me back from every step I try to make on the grass,
Yet trying to separate myself from the mass. (more…)
The three words
You know the three words?
Which came to my mind!
Words to explain you as my hind…
Words coming out from the very natural rhythm
So, strong that it can easily make me blind!!
Is it infatuation, Is it 4 real.
Crush are many, u can’t take them real."
Soul Mate
Look at that bee
What is she doing?
Forget it! Look at me!
Trying to enjoy this dark evening lonely!
There’s something in my mind.
Something remarkable
It’s not optical illusion,
It’s something beyond our evolution
It’s not something traditional
It’s too much emotional!!
Above all –
It’s a great sensation.
Wait I’m getting out of the track
My mind is getting black!
Too much disturbance and nuiscence
too much obstructions and hindrance
too much of being deprived
Wait!! I’m here, still ALIVE!!
Words!!…
Coming in and out!
Don’t know what to choose
What to think what to lose!
All I’m doing is finding someone
Someone very special,
Without HER I DON’T know anyone…
Where are you?
I know you are not that something
which is still in my mind,
Cause I know
the something is the idea to impress you!
Which now has no meaning
Cause I can’t find you!
I’m way out of my track!
I’m not writing about romanticism which I lack!
Instead,
Passing through these old, nasty and dirty
lanes of reality!
Which , no doubt has given us
the immobility—
To share our feelings and thoughts
To express our love which although being hot!
Is pushing us away from each other…
This reality is making us depressed…
Making our “love spell” suppressed.
Wait! What is this reality?
Is it the fact
That we lie far away from each other?
Is this the thing making everything plunder!
No- it can’t be true…
HONEY Where are you!!
See I’m crying!!
I need you —
“Please come here” is all what I am saying.
Huh no one!
Was all this fake?
Are you nothing but my imagination?
Why these questions are creeping into my realization?
What is this smell!
It seems someone is here to take me out of this hell!
I know this sound,
It’s her footstep…
About whom I was thinking all day round!
I can’t see you,
but yes I can feel you…
Can feel you, breathing from my lungs,
Can feel you, sharing your life with me…
Above all,
Can feel you inside me!
Ah! Why did you slap me?
Oh! I got it —
I have been so mean and cheap!
To ignore your upper lip!
To lie to myself
That I couldn’t recognize you
Although inside me, it was always you!!
Ok! Let me confess –
In my mind
the something was to kiss you!
to hug you and share my
deepest thoughts with you.
My reality is you—
So it can’t be hell
There’s so much life here with you
That it really rings my bells.
Actually I was enjoying the dark evening
Cause you were holding my hands on the bed
Taking every sorrow and pain out
of my head!
Me and you lying under each other
Holding each other, feeling each other!
It was my pleasure to drink your tears
Coming down from your eyes, crawling towards your ears!
It was my fantasy to kiss your nose
Holding you beneath me – my ‘red rose’!
It was unexplainable sensation
To give you support and everything I had —
Tell you the truth — from the deepest core
of my hear
I really wanted that!!
Honey! Please sit down here
I have something
Which I would like to share…
I’ m feeling very light now…
Cause I’ve found your identity
Whcih is ery much clear to me now.
First I thought you were touching my soul!
Then thought you live in it!
But the truth is
YOU ARE MY SOUL!!!
Written: 10th June, 2008 9:13 pm (Few things are meant not to be edited)
